@wonderseeker I am late seeing this (or maybe right on time???) but I wanted to let you know that I have seen this and am praying for you and for others of your family or friends who may be going through their own struggles right now. Grief can be really hard in general, and holidays sometimes just put even more pressure on. So I wanted to let you know that more prayers are coming right now too.
I admire your love for one another. Pleading with God to act is the best way we can love.
I wanted to share a prayer request passed down from generation to generation in the church: pray that God would send more laborers into his harvest fields, more missionaries into the many places of the world where the good news about Jesus has not been heard.
God responds: my own life is fulfillment of this prayer. Pray with me that he would send more still.